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I had a dream about this site a few nights ago. I miss the fun I used to have on here. I've been busy. And unhappy. I keep trying to change things but it's not going well for me. I've fallen in love with Mr. Am but it's one sided. He will never return my affection or love. He says I'm important to him but I doubt that. It's all just a mess. It's been so long since I felt anything but pain. But it's a dead end relationship where I'm going to get hurt in the end.